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|Monday, May 21st, 2012|
|Wow, I think I'm actually bored...
That doesn't happen much these days...what with me working full time now and desperately trying to get any
studying done...I'm amazed I still remember the danged codes for this thing, but I guess I just got so used to them with the Buffy message board on netscape (?? it was so long ago I'm not even sure any more). Just finished reading a really good 3 book series by ...crap gotta get one of the books...Amanda Stevens called 'The Graveyard Queen Series'
Sooo good! Written in the first person always takes me a bit longer to get into but this one was so worth it. I got the middle book first from my best friend and got 90 pages into it before I found the first and third books (one at Wallmart and one at Independent) so I put down the middle book and picked up the First one, which took me like a week to read...then I finished the 2nd and 3rd books in like a day and a half...stupid me now I don't know what to read 'cause my best friend now has my new Lysnay Sands book *Sigh* Oh well, I'll figure it out eventually.
Also, side note...I got to go on my very first ever
Motorcycle ride, thanks to a very dear friend who is the firs one ever to follow up on the promise to take me out <3 Still flying from that and it was two days ago!
Side bar...I had to cheat with the colour code and go to the Rich text instead of html lmao!! Guess it has been too long I used to always be able to do that...If the apocalypse comes, beep me. Current Mood: bored
|Thursday, December 2nd, 2010|
Ok, so I've had to re-vamp my entire look again...not sure if it's cause I was gone for so long or what but it all went *poof* and I really hate the look of all the white glare lol! So I tried to get it as close as I could to what it was, but I don't really remember what it was lol! Guess it really has been too long since I've been back. Definitely not as much as I'd like sometimes...As per usual, though, it's not like anyone ever reads it, so that's probably why I'm not around as much... Kept my little blue dudes though. Just can't seem to part with them they're soo cute! And dumb as it sounds, I'm attached to the little guys. It seems wrong somehow to replace them after all this time, like I'd be betraying them or something lol. Yeah, or something... As per, it's that fuzzy time of year again, folks, I need my Vane again so it's only a matter of time before I pick him up to help hold off depression lol...Talked to my best friend today and mentioned that I was thinking of picking up the whole series again from the beginning and she was all like "No, that's not what you want to do. You know what you want." And I was like "yeah, Vane" lmao! So, even with all these new books at my disposal, I'm gonna go back to the one that I read 4 times back to back the first time I picked it up. It's like my security blanket when I start to get depressed lol :) Ok, so the Advil kinda helped my neck so I'm gonna try and go to bed now. I'm still not completely satisfied with my colour scheme, but I'm sure I'll figure it out eventually ...at least I still remembered my password lmao!! Ok, so where was I? I spaced for a minute...oh, yeah, I was going to bed lol...Wish me luck my little blue dudes!Just because you can doesn't mean you should Current Mood: sore
|Friday, December 11th, 2009|
K, so I'm bored and frustrated...Can't find a quote I want and I don't remember what book it's in and I apparently can't Google it in English either *sigh* It will come to me eventually I'm sure, but in the mean time, it's frustration land for me... Can't stay up too much later ... Holy Shit!!! I just saw the time...guess this is short and sweet tonight must go take my pill 'fore it's too late to get enough sleep...maybe I should say too early. Damnit! Ah, well...One more smoke and let Mia out if she wants and then it's off to bed...maybe I'll get lucky and remember that elusive quote...that'll teach me to memorize Atlantean quotes...Nah, you're right it won't...anywho, good night my little blue dudes and dudettes...lol now I sound like Thomas...and speaking of 200 year old vampires, I must go and find my book...not nearly as exciting as some, but it'll have to do in a pinch, and I am in a pinch until I can get my butt to a bookstore and buy me some new books, of which my depression is in desperate need. K, so I'm out before the mouse pisses me off and my bladder explodes and I decide to go completely loony do to all the holiday and non-holiday crap that likes to live in my head lol. 'Night all...my little blue guys and gals :)If the apocalypse comes, beep me Current Mood: crazy
|Tuesday, October 27th, 2009|
K, now that I've gotten that mess out of the way, and man was I pissed off at this computer last night! I mean it's bad enough that I have trouble sleeping but then I stayed up even later trying to get back online - stupid, yes, but it kept giving me hope - once it even came back for like a minute and a half *shakes head* I'm sure this is why I've avoided computers as long as I could...or something lol. I'm just thankful that I didn't have to work today! As for tomorrow, well I don't have to work then either and now I have a new book to read!!! So, I am psyched. That was probably another reason I was up so late last night...after I finally gave up on the computer, I finished my book lol. So I'm a sucker for punishment. Ah, well. At least I've got enough books to get me by for a while. A few Lynsay Sands, a few Nina Bangs, one Dean Koontz, one Stephen King (minus the first two stories - it's "Just After Sunset") and if I get stuck with those, there's still some of my Buffy books that I've been meaning to re-read lol! So, for now I'm going to go and get comfy with my book and my bed and my dog. 'Night!And you'll be stopping me how? Current Mood: excited
So the entry just prior to this one was supposed to be posted last night, however, the stupid wireless internet on this stupid machine decided to be not there just as I was getting ready to post, so now that it’s working again and I’ve gotten some sleep – likely not enough, however…Here it is in all it’s non-glory. Current Mood: pissed off
K, getting a little sick of being not able to sleep. Have my doctor's apt tomorrow. Hopefully she'll be able to tell me what the furry heck is wrong with my knee... In other news, I did something totally random and out of character for me...I posted to someone's journal that I've never heard of before...Yeah, for those who know me (not that anyone really ever reads my journal lol, so I guess that would be me), that's definitely not something I normally do...But I couldn't help it...Someone else other than me who is current in their Buffy obsession is truly a rare thing indeed. Just hope they don't think I'm a crazy insane stalker...hmmm, hope they're not a crazy insane stalker. Damn, probably should have thought of that earlier lol. Ah, well. Not likely, or maybe it is likely, which would probably also make it not likely 'cause with me likely is not likely and not likely is likely...Wow, I think I need sleep. Along the lines of my DH obsession, I found a new author...- Actually my best friend found a new author, I know she doesn't come online often, but if she ever found out I tried to take credit for finding the author that she
found, I'd be in deep doggy doo lol. Especially since I found 5 books of the series by said author when she's been looking for months and only found three (my count now totals 7, 5 in one store). However, what she doesn't know, is that I plan on giving her one of them to keep for her birthday which is coming up soon. Anyway, said author is Lynsay Sands...And if her husband finds this post in an effort to find more of her books, he had better not ruin my surprise!!! lol But anyways, she has two of the three Rogue Hunter novels and I found the first one, so I'm gonna give it to her ...as long as she doesn't find out and try and talk me out of it lol 'cause right now I'm too tired to stand against her stubbornness for long...Now, on a good day, neither one of us will give up...which would perhaps make it a bad day lol. Anywho, I'm gonna try and get some sleep, wish me luck, invisible, non-existent people who don't read this lol! and on that note...Rare as a double rainbow and twice as precious
|Monday, November 17th, 2008|
So I'm sick and cold - crappy combination. And I had to go to two different stores just to find some popcorn! You'd think I was asking for the world or something! *rolls eyes* Other than that and the usual people can't drive! Like seriously! Where do these people get their licenses from? The cracker jack box?! No one has any consideration for other drivers any more...Or personal space for that matter - there are more tail-gaiters than you can shake a stick at! It's madness, yet they keep doing it. Or when you go to pass someone and then they speed up so you can't! How stupid is that! Either go faster in the first place or don't - it's not rocket surgery! It's like they all want to be first - even if it means putting someone (themselves included) in danger! It's ridiculous I tell you! Madness! So I'm still not working no money sucks, but the chance to stay in bed while I'm sick is nice for a change. Hope to get another job soon, but I'd like to feel better first. Nothing worse than "Hey I want a job working for you *pause to blow nose*" Ya know? Anyway, being sick is making me intolerant and tired so I'm done ranting for now. Current Mood: sick
|Thursday, October 23rd, 2008|
And now that I've done all that, I'm going to bed 'cause I'm now exhausted...I took my pill and if I don't go to bed soon, I'll likely wake up...'Night nobody...Wait, let me rephrase that...Night my cute little blue dudes! LOL! K, it's official, I need sleep...Just gotta get Kyrian out of my bag and my dog off the couch and I'm off to bed...Well, maybe one more smoke so Mia can pee...And then it's off to bed, off to bed...G'Night! Current Mood: sleepy
|Tee, hee, hee, Oops!
K, so I never made it to that game, but I did change the colours of my page, so I feel good now. Isn't it pretty? I was gonna change my little blue dudes, but nothing else appealed to me, plus, I'm kinda attached to the little guys...Aren't they cute? lol! *chucks them under their cute widdle chins, yes I do* lol! Current Mood: accomplished
Now that I've finally stopped being sooo Blond
and figured out that it's only in the html that the font changes colour with the code...The "rich text" option has the colours listed to chose from..Gods I'm such a blond sometimes!! K, So I'm stupid sometimes, at least I figured it out by myself! Go me! Gods, I feel like such a retard right now... K, I'm over it gonna go play a gameAnekico ler aracnia Current Mood: embarrassed
So, everyone's busy or sleeping or not answering their phones... Guess it sucks to be me. I went to the doctors today for my physical, and had to get a tetanus shot - no biggy for me, but it got me thinking...So many people are terrified to get needles, and I can't for the life of me figure out why. I mean it's sooo fast, it's over before you know it. Why be scared? I mean, how is it even possible to be soooo afraid of something that takes 10 seconds that you spend two hours yelling and crying and stressing about it? Or even passing out... It's way stupid! If you don't like it, just don't look and relax and it's over before you know it...Hell, bring a good book or a set of headphones, but don't yell and scream and run away fainting like a wimp! If it took half an hour to get a simple needle, then go for it, but seriously, it takes five seconds! I don't get people.
And on that note, I'm tapped for now...More later.Ki mi ypomonitikosi teloson semerie Current Mood: bored
|Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008|
|Hey, Me, It's Me
Since I'm the only one who ever sees this, here I go again. Life sucks 'cause I'm out of work again, but I'll be back on my feet in no time I'm sure. I want to run away with my book series! 'Cause that would be totally cool - but, yeah, impossible. *Sigh* Books and music are good tools against depression, but don't you just hate people who cry all the time for no reason. It's like come on - get over yourself! Like seriously, grow up and act like the adult you're supposed to be! Deal and move on, people. I lost my job, cried for like 20 min. in a bathroom by myself and then I was done, pissed but done. People suck as a general rule. They're selfish and rude. You're in their way, not the other way around. They deserve to be first because
, because why, I'll never know, so usually I let them go, but every once in a while, it's like why should I always yield to them? So, yeah, humans basically suck as a species. Wish I didn't care either. Too bad I wasn't wired that way. Maybe some day I'll get to stop giving a damn about people who would sooner push me down than help me up. *Sigh* Well, I want a smoke and my laundry's done so, here endeth my rant.Chronia apostraph anthice mi achi Current Mood: jaded
|Saturday, January 6th, 2007|
|So many hearts...LOL!
LOL!! Guess I'm just wacky. This one's not so true, though...
Current Mood: cold
|Your Heart Is Orange|
Love equals unbridled happiness for you. You enjoy the wild ride of falling in love.
And while the ride is fun for a while, you always get off once the thrill is gone.
Your flirting style: Hyper
Your lucky first date: Anything you need your passport for!
Your dream lover: Is both daring and well grounded
What you bring to relationships: Energy
I thought I'd posted the wrong one last time...but I coulda sworn mine was actually orange...hmm, guess I was in a different mood then. I guess it's kinda true.
Current Mood: cold
|Your Heart Is Red|
You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.
Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!
Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy
Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing
Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense
What you bring to relationships: Honesty
|Your Five Variable Love Profile|
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is low.
You see love as a gift that you should give to many.
It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...
Let alone one person for the rest of your life!
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
And also my last one for now...must go eat Current Mood: hungry
Oh, yeah, the last part especially!! Totally me.. LOL
Current Mood: bored
|How You Are In Love|
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
|Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Ironic by Alanis Morisette|
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures
I actually do like that song too. :) Current Mood: cold
Alright!!! Another one dead on. LOL! These are too much fun...must stop soon.
Current Mood: satisfied
|You Are Midnight|
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
WOW!! Finally, my religious views (or lack there of) can be shown to the world...or ya know...whoever reads this.
Current Mood: satisfied
|You are a Self-Discoverer|
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans.
|Friday, December 8th, 2006|
|Your Heart Is Blue|
Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.
Your flirting style: Friendly
Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe
Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish
What you bring to relationships: Loyalty